The doctor warned me that with my strong astigmatism, there was only a 95% chance of total correction, and either way, I would one day need glasses again. I took my chances and went with lasik. Best decision ever!!!
Fast forward to a few weeks ago. I've noticed I have a little bit of night vision trouble, so I went to the eye doctor to get new glasses. My intention was to use them at night, when I drive, and to make a fashion statement when necessary (glasses are "in" right now, after all).
Anxiously awaiting my new cute accessory, I finally received the call of the week. My glasses had arrived! Hurrying to the store, I picked up my new addition (the one that would make several outfits look much better), and I quickly put them on.
|Emily and I (and my new glasses)|
It was at that moment I discovered I've been experiencing a sort of VHS vision in a Blu-Ray world. The picture below is the best way I can explain the difference. The cute li'l fella on the left is perfectly fine---until you see his buddy on the right.
Speaking of shifting perspectives, every day, I have a pretty good spiritual outlook on life (I think). At least "left penguin". Unfortunately, I often rely on my natural perspective in my life and interactions without opening my Bible to see what God's perspective might be or to allow Him to shape my own. Then, finally, eventually, I'll spend some serious time with God. The result of such a small effort on my part, is that my vision will shift, for a time, into "right penguin". My attitude toward spiritual things is heightened. My interactions with people become more intentional. Difficult situations seem manageable after spending time with God. Why on earth would I settle for a VHS approach when God offers a better than Blu-Ray experience? Besides, without clear focus, am I really making the right decisions, or do they only seem right to me?
As a side note, the first few days (and even a little bit now), I would get headaches as my eyeballs adjusted. Even though they were seeing things rightly, it had been too long, and they would get overwhelmed. I found this applied spiritually in a few ways, too.
1. When Jesus told the disciples he had more to share with them than they could bear at that moment. It makes a little bit more sense now.
2. As a grown-up Christian, it's important to be sure that I'm actually acting from a correct perspective. If I'm not in regular fellowship with God, each time He tries to discipline me or work in me, it'll be like starting from scratch instead of building on what He already began. Reading the Bible should not be a dramatic vision shift every time. My vision should already be aligning with God's due to discipline on my end.
3. Sometimes reading my Bible and being convicted about having a correct view of things might result in a spiritual headache. The discomfort is not necessarily always a bad thing---especially if the headache is caused by beginning to look at a situation properly.
There you have it. Glasses. They're not just an accessory. Neither is the Bible or prayer.